So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.
Hello. i’m Delaney, i’m 18, and this isn’t important.
- i’m a senior & i’m very much done with high school.
- i don’t really have a favorite subject anymore.
- i love drawing but i’m really not all that good.
- math helps me think.
- i’m eternally tired and all i ever want to do is sleep.
- i have a blood disorder and chronic stomach issues.
- i’m a night person but I can never stay up anymore.
- i’m really quiet, even if we’re the best of friends.
- i feel most comfortable around my family or in my own home.
- i love people without reason and fall in love way too fast.
- i’m honestly really shy.
- i genuinely try to be nice to everyone.
- i never feel important. ever.
- i’m learning not to give my all to people.
- i give out chances like they’re nothing.
- i feel like i’d be the shittiest mom ever.
- i’m barely ever comfortable.
- i hate to admit it, but i’m codependent as hell.
- i hate getting ready.
- i think before i speak, sometimes too much.
- i’m realizing that i need to put myself before others. we’ll see how that goes.
- as of lately, I’ve been working out like a maniac.
- i never really know what to say.
- i believe in love and luck, minus the superstitions.
- i like kissing and cuddling. and well, sex.
- i really love noticing the differences in people.
- i’ve got anxiety problems but i’m getting them under control.
- i stutter when i’m in a good mood.
- i love the people i don’t have to explain things to because they just ‘get it’.
- i barely ever finish anything.
- i do believe that everyone has good intentions.
- i read The Perks of Being a Wallflower repeatedly.
- i love the fall but i hate the spring.
- and for three years running, i’ve had the worst luck in March.
- i can’t dance to save my life but i like to.
- i don’t like my extended family.
- a lot of times, i’ll know the truth but i’ll dance around it if i don’t want to accept it.
- i genuinely like making lists.
- i’m deathly afraid of deep water and losing people.
- forever the sickest kids have always been and will always be my favorite band.
- i’m an enabler.
- i like drinking straight from the bottle and eating things with my hands.
- i love piercings. i have my nose, cartilage, industrial, tragus, conch, belly button, and hips done. i want more.
- there’s always something better i could be doing with my time.
- i can’t take a decent picture on the first try because i’m not photogenic at all.
- i barely ever get a red light while driving.
- i hate when couples break up, whether i know them or not.
- i constantly pick at my hair and it drives me crazy.
- i tend to focus all of my attention on one person at a time.
- i’m incredibly indecisive.
- i never give myself credit for anything.
- i’d rather get a phone call than a text.
- i can never sleep during a movie or in a car.
- when i get older, i want to be a substance abuse counselor.
- it’s kinda ironic that i’m a recovering substance abuser…
- i like walking around my house in my bra & underwear.
- my sister’s my legal guardian and despite everything, i love my momma to death.
- i like having plans but they also stress me out.
- i don’t want kids but i’ll probably have them.
- put me in a room with a child who has downs syndrome or autism and i will be perfectly fine.
- the only person i look up to is Shane Michael Albaugh; literally & figuratively.
- i try my best not to lie.
- i’m okay with change.
- i want to be everything and nothing, all at once.
- i hate my teeth, thighs, and feet.
- i’m always confused.
- i have a very warped perception of myself.
- i can’t say that i’m ever jealous of anyone or anything.
- i tend to ramble.
i’ll add to this later.
